My Future Is Bright

This past week has been one of the toughest weeks of my life, but I think I needed it. No, I definitely needed it. Cries. Tells best friend that I'm thankful for her. I don’t know how I would’ve gotten through this week without her. As I said, this week was tough; my heart felt like it was being slammed against the wall, I’ve had to figure out what I’m doing with my life and career, I’ve had to write out all of my feelings just to feel sane and heard. I won’t go into detail on this week’s struggles because they are personal, but I think those were appropriate short descriptions. I just finished watching the first episode of this new series called The Bold Type; it’s a new show on Freeform (which is the old ABC Family). This is the new series of my soul. I know that sounds like a lot and maybe I’m strange for saying that, but already this series is perfect for me. I relate with this story SO HARD. And for some reason, the main girl (who I relate with) is named Jane and I’m obsessed with another show called Jane The Virgin, which also has a Jane as the main character… I think that’s ironic. Anyway, this new series is about three best friends working for a magazine called “Scarlet”, a mock Cosmopolitan. And for those of you who are unaware, this used to be my dream-- to work for Seventeen or Cosmo. The pilot episode was more than I could ask for and now I’m starting to think about exploring that dream of mine again. Over the past couple of months that dream has been overshadowed by the dream of digital media influencing, which includes this blog and my YouTube channel. What if I could pursue all three??? I mean, the degree I’m going for could work for all three… a bachelor’s in communications with a concentration in digital media (to be exact). I’m so excited about this new proposition. This week was hard, but I’ve realized so much about myself, who I am, and who I want to be. Maybe even who I want to be with, but let's not get ahead of ourselves… Time will tell… but I’ve never been more excited for the future!